volunteerism..
spread the spirit!
lols

fine, just fine man...
i totally give up on anything and everything now..besides myself...
sometimes u have to resort to..
kao zi ji is still the best...

mayb i shld learn to follow my heart? and not my mind...
cos i think at the moment, they tell me different things...
oh man..i'm so confused...
what shld i do!??!

my future has u...
but will u come with me?

so afraid that things will go wrong
status and stuffs
if things can work out
i'll change my future
just for you

start of wk 4 at work
i'm getting along well with people..haha..wells..the interns only...
the rest of the perm staff...nt realli..
i'm tryin' to be less anti-social
but den..it's juz my nature...i can't help it...
lols

letters for grad n careers are coming in
but then my future..is still a blur sight
sighs...i realli dunno what to do about it...

today i went for my first volunteer work...
wells..i went alone..as usual..
it was ok..v.mild, cos it's theatre performance help out...
but the whole thing was kinda messy and nt v.organized..
cos the people dere were like late, rushing around cos of the jams created by road closures etc etc..
but overall..everything was ok..
caught a small glimpse of december rains...
only one or two songs are nice..it's like their zhao pai songs...
i don't realli know the whole story of the show...cos cldn't make out wt they were saying...*i was watching frm the small TV screen outisde the theatre*

i just let the best guy go...on my own accord, 4years ago...
now, there's no good guy around left...

the FC i'm in..is so freaking childish!
even the actor himself is also childish..zZz
realli v. zzZzzzz

though it's not an exactly big issue, but they made the matter so big?
misunderstandings do happen mah...and i seriously did not expect someone like u, of your character to be like this and blog about such stuff!
total disappointment!

and the other one blogged back a reply..to clear the misunderstanding and the FC thinks that it's ??? hmm..unfair or something? and they wana like 'fight' and show who wins...

den know he blogs that he has won the fight? wth...so lame...seriously damn lame la...

i mean...u know better than any fan out dere, that such ppl in that area have a sharp mouth and can be very sacar. with their words, so u shldn't take it so seriously in the first place? tio suan den tio suan lor..

after this spate of events and the previous few incidents, i'm totally disappointed in everything related...but i dont' regret joining the FC...but i won't join back anymore...

it was just a sagi trying to venture out into a different world
and the above is my conclusion...

been busy with IA tuition IA tuition IA and more tuition
that'slife
and IA ain't great...
well HSA isn't haha
but now, at least i know how to run that HPLC machine le...so no complains..
and today after ONE LONG DAY... if finally managed to flush out the samples stuck in my column..lols
imagine the amount of sample i actually injected inside!

and today, I was DRAWING LINES
cos i seriously had nothing to do, whilst trying to flush that column, which by the end of the day, i had more brains to think of flushing it 100% acn...
i shld have done that EARILIER man...

and i shld vow..never to find stupid reasons to talk to him again
seriously...
it only makes things worse...well...make me feel worse
so...NO MORE MESSAGING, no more MSN unless he comes to talk to me..
yeahh
chopp off my fingers if i press his name..

seriously hope i can do somethingggg TMLLLLL
ya..i have a job to do tml..teach a girl how to use the HPLC machine that i'm using..lols
i hope that takes the whole morning...and of cos..i hope i know like how to even start telling her about the calibration and stuffs..

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