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today my dad's colleague juz passed away...
though i don't know him at all but then i juz felt that sense of loss, shock, sadness etc etc
and i felt it within me

some ppl may think you don't even know him, blAh blAh blAh...
but then, i'm human...
probably it's more like i'm feeling what my dad is feeling
that sense of loss, how to tell the person's family...
that sense of grief, c0s' he's his colleague, and i suppose a not bad worker from the look of things...
that sense of shock, when the news came and as a boss, not only you worry about the person's family, you also worry about your company, who's going to take over at that point of time etc etc

seriously, how i wish there was someone around, someone i could juz pick up the phone and immediately call and let him/her know about it...one week ago, it could have been possible...but not now

things aren't going smooth...
my rm is in a mess too..
they repainted the wall for touchups..and now it's two contrasting colours...
small issue la this one..

on a happier note,
it's my mum's bd,
and we ate until DAMN SUPER FULL
like above the stomach level full...
i loved the mango sago dessert..lol
i'm seriously bad with lobsters...
c0s' i'm giddy now!!! =X
it was juz half a baby lobster can..

i survived approximately 4 days...
and now..i think i'm starting to get OVER IT...

and whichever bastard came to complAin about the fb photos to SAO..
f them TOTALLY...
tt's like OUR business and not yours...DOTS

i've upped one level again..
lol...paying FULL attention during lectures...
like OMG..i survived 3hs of lect back 2 back w/o feeling an inch of BOREDOM!
wo0ooho0ooo! =P

but i doubt i can tml la..
haha...tml gt 5h break...
plAnned till swee swee to keep myself busy! =))

ohh..and today there was this WEIRD and DISGUSTING and IRRITATING leech of the society on bus! she totally scared the wits and pissed me off can!
it's basically this old aunty...nt old until all white hair..but more of old until a bit of white and greyish hair here n dere...but she bald in the middle..
aniwae...i come up the bus she asked me for $$ in hokkien..
she tapped my shoudler l0r...like YUCKS! i need to disinfect!
and everytime someone came up the bus, she'll go and find the person, like after awhile, walk up to the person and ask for money to eat..
and she stupid until go and ask some old lAdy tt's like totally white haired, older than her for $ l0r...
haha...so irritating can..
den dere was this person gave her some coins, she still nt satisfied... den go ask other ppl..wa lAuzzzz
and she's damn dirty, pluck her hair..den dunn0e do what to it, den here touch dere touch...seat here change there change..
walAu i almost want to juz get off the bus k!

things are not the same anymore

how i wish things could be juz like only ONE WEEK before...

i don't even know y i like you in the first place
it juz all happened so suddenly

i dunn0e...well..
i'm nt exactly confused or anything
juz more of dun0e what to do and whether i should carry on with it

i so want a WII to play with now...
lol

someone buy it for my bd can??
can find more ppl to buy n share..haha..c0s' i know it's nt cheap..

i'm back to that restricted life..
SIANZ...
i hate it

it's nice to c pri sch friends come together and talk, have fun, etc...

went 2 woeilin's party yest, c her pri sch friends wa..all like still so close..
i tink if it's mine..haha..dun even know if they will come or not wor..

aniwae..it's glad to know that woeilin liked the prezzie we bought for her =))

i tink i've become a much simpler person...
i just hope that everyone around me will be happy
juz enjoy and smile like nobody's business..haha..
tt's so crazy..
but u get wt i mean..

as for myself, haha..in fact i'm still tryin' hard to inculcate this thought and apply it to me...

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