i need more fun in life...
sometimes i juz hate myself being that COLD person...
i dunn0e y i'm like that..
i'm born like that...
lol..like the onli person i smile 2 everyday no..not everyday, more like eveytime i c him...is my DOG...
ya..so if u wan me 2 smile 2 u everytime i c u....
den b a dog...=)

aniwae...i've been working hard, studyin' for 214..lol
but den i've onli completed 2 chpts...
what kind of hard work is that!
hai..sian l0r..
and i cannot go overseas to clear subjects...which means GPA is at super big stake again...
and no one wants to hire chemists...
like where R all of u when career fair is around???

i'm still thinking, if i should get a career as a real chemist...
or do the otherwise...the any degree-can-apply-for job..
i like see more future in that anyway...
or mayb i shld juz take another degree/masters/phd or wadeva...
and go into another field...

this post is basically written on request by ShuYing..(*eh..previously i gt send u email l0r...but sounds like u didn't recieve or sumtink..*) lol..
ok..but ani other random ppl that needs some update on me can feel free to read to0..

life's been good..i shan't talk about ani bad stuffz..
i'll b nice...c0s' tons of people have been telling me to smile smile smile...like..=Xx..ok i know i don't smile...but..that's just me...like i'm not some idiot to smile for no gd reason la pls....

but aniwae...i've been doin a lot of random stuffz...and making a lot of random friends...
haha...but they're gd company..=))
can make me laugh when i'm down...I LIKE =))

well, today i went for some prawning event..lol..it's was random to0..
anyways..I CAUGHT A PRAWN! like FINALLY after 3hrs or so...
lol...i keep feeding them for free la...and eventually one juz came up..
ok..i almost caught one initially..but den it fell off into the water when i lifted it up...SIANz...
so that's like one and a half catch..lol
but seriously...dere was freakin nice fo0d by DAC club!
i love the chicken...lol..
ok..first time i go BBQ eat so much chicken..=))

nows like the one wk break...
and this one wk break's diff. from lAst time..c0s' i've gt more things 2 do la...
project..goin out wif ppl...
getting my life back..it's like the busiest one wk break ba...
c0s' usually i dun go out de..but this time round gt go out...

changed my blogskin againz..

i wonder what's wrong with me...
izit because i don't dare 2 give in my 100% towards you,
in the fear of disappointment and rejection at the end...
or izit because i don't feel loved enough by you...
or izit because i don't feel the same way u do...

i dunn0e...

i want to ask u all these...
but i juz don't know how 2 start...

now i'm thinking twice...
do i realli want someone mature, or someone who can talk and laugh the same way i do...

i juz can't seem to express my feelings on the outside...
well...tt's how i treat a lot of people..
i juz tend 2 keep 2 myself...
tt's my problem..

what's yours?

i tink we've juz hurt each other...
a lil' to0 much...

this Valentine's day...
people that i dun wan 2 go out wif asked me out...
and the person that i wanted 2 go out wif nvr ask me out...
aiy0z...y like thats...

sometimes i wonder if i scare ppl away...
haha...in many ways...
esp the things i say...
which can be sometimes DAMN direct..

ok..but this yr..
i gt roses frm my angel,
and i bought roses myself..ya...
for myself..=X
haha....yupp...the one i posted on the previous post..
well..sometimes it's nice 2 recieve flowers...=))


oh man...
if anione wana give me flower on Vday..
buy this ok..
hahaha...i tink it's damn chio...

paiseh for the person i 'stole' the pic frm..
dun worry...i hlp u promoting...
nvr steal your business..=))

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