wo0oohoo0oo..
wahahhaha...
NO more!!!
SMILES...
haha..

ok la..u all oso can leave early one..
juz tt u all dun wan..
hahaha..
but bio...haha..so far..i kn0w i gt a few wrong..
confirm cannot get 90...but can get 80plus..
h0pe will lead 2 an A ba... =)

y do those structures look so evil...
and have thousand and one ways to confuse ppl lyk me...
uRgh...even bio is confusing...
i can't shoot my arrows properly...
haha...

my attention span has DROPPED...
=X

this is wad onli HP805 and PAP182 could do to you...

my main table that i seldom use alr...


the 2nd table..sometimes gt use


the com. table..that i always use..haha..


the above is an example of...why i don't have enuff space to study in hall..
those were ONLY HR and PHY...

2dae's phy was ok ba...
i tink shld b able 2 pass...
hopefully...=))

dun feel lyk studyin' bi0...
haha..
so sian...
but yet..gt nothin' 2 play...
sian...

omg..this is DAMN funni..
gt frm LQ's blog..
hahahhaha


and more..
this is so..WTH...
haha..it proves the pt tt S'pore copycat leh..


damn funni...
hahaha..esp the ppl reaction..
OMG la..i tink jap ppl de comedy better than those juz 4 laughs one leh..


physics is fucked up!!!!
f-physics!!!!
daRn...
I DUNNOE HOW TO DO...

已经足足两个月了。。。
而我还是这个样子。。。
daMn...

i juz realised that the stupid HR qnz..
on training..i use the points frm performance management...
=X..so shitted...=XxXXX

2dae i realli write until my hand pain sia..
i am going to ban that pen form writing essays frm now onwards!!!!
urgh!
yes..there's a diff..haha..last time the pen i use..smoother...so can write faster...
=))

bored bored bored!
i have so mani things 2 study
yet i do not want 2 study...
so sian of studyin'...

OMG..and i juz realised that the sem2 06/07 phy paper...
was purely f-in'disgusting...
daRn that setter..whoeva u R!!!!
go and set 3 qnz all pertaining under that same area...
specifically, the young double slit..
WTH...
and NO CIRCUITS AT ALL!!!!
OMG...
our exam paper better nt be lyk tt l0r..
i need circuits and lenses 2 passsssss...

YES!!!!
no more maths..
haha...shld b can pass la...
since liqi has great confidence in passing...
i shld to0...haha..

3papers d0wn..in lyk juz the first wk of exam...
w0w.
i managed to get by it le!!! =)

haha..it's feels lyk i finished my exams le..
but still gt 3 more papers..and i don't feel lyk studyin'!!!!

i've been workin' to0 hard le...
haha...

my killer 3 day in a r0w exams R goin' 2 b OVER SO0nzzz!!!!
haha..ya..but that still means that i'm still left with another nt so shiong but still dreadful 3 papers...
sIanz..
so wt the hell am i doin' here..
haha..

boring maths..
maths is so tiring...
it's disgusting...
and i haven't study D.E. yet...
and i actually forgot how2 solve that stupid 2nd order D.E. thing..
both homogeneous and non-homo. lyk..juz in 3days???
OMG..my memory is failing me sIa...
3days onli leh..den when i wanted 2 start doin' a qn 2day...
i onli kn0w howta write out the first line...
haha..den i gt stuck...
=X
so shitted...
but aniwae..need 2 get C...
but still..haha..C...if u coun't as 60%...
daRn..i still need 2 kn0w 60% of my material
. . .
s0bx..

darn...it's time 2 rant again...
haha...
me n my sudden thoughts...
hai..
but well..this issue has been on my mind..since lyk dec 07...

ppl say it's gd 2 aim high..
but for ppl lyk me...
whenever i wana aim high..
there's always someone..higher...of better standard...
well..some ppl r juz so fake...
but they faked well..c0s' they kn0w how 2 preserve that front that they put on..to each and everyone..such that..ppl tink..it's juz them..
well..tt brings abt my downfall...
DARN...
so fake so fake...
irritating...

ok la..though she's also a friend of mine...
BUT..we are nt close friends...so it's ok for me 2 rant..
hahahahha...
it seriously sucks la...
i don't give a damn bout that fact that ppl tinks she can carry herself well...
IT'S ALL FAKE..
that part it's ok...haha..
but when u tink h0w she's a BIG BIG SUPER BIG threat to ur future...
i shan't specify wad part of my future la..
u juz won't b able to stand it...
HAI...

when u combine those two things together...
plus bits of nitty gritty stuffz that u found to pick on her (HAHA)..
HAI...tt's all i can say...
and the nxt thing...i'm sending myself to 'hell' by being pre-occupied during the 3mths break...
but well...heng she's also nt ard...

though this sounds bad...
i juz can't hlp it..
i want that thing badly...
she may be a better candidate in certain areas...
but i tink i'm still comparable...haha..in a diff. aspect.. =))
so..that's the onli thing that i can hope..
i hope...
she's also g0ne nxt sem...

do i sound evil...
haha...
but well..this is h0w badly i want it...
i nvr wanted sumtink lyk tt so badly b4...
i juz h0pe i can get it...
SIANz..

life sucks...

i seriously miss those days..
though it was juz lyk 2mths ago...
some things can never come back again...
i've seen ppl destroyin' their own friendships jus lyk tt...
within hours...everythin's g0ne..
the nxt time they meet each other...
they pretend they've never met before...

i wldn't bear to do that...
wldn't want to do that...
esp with gd friends that you can get along with...

tired..haha..
so irritating...
i was listing 2 maths elect...
listen the first half..
and concluded tt i need 2 slp...
hahahaha...
it's nt tt it's boring or i dun understand..
i tink it's his voice...
hahahahha...

it's time i move on...
this friendship..hmm..
mayb i don't need ba...
i tink i'm beginning to xiang tong le..
haha..
NO MORE le..
well..i'm goin' 2 keep it g0in'...
decided le...

it's time I turn YOUR table ard...
and PLAY MY GAME...

NO MORE I TELL U...
NO MORE...
SLAP ME IF I EVER WANT TO BUY ANITHIN' FOR U AGAIN...
SLAP ME IF I EVER TREAT U NICER THAN A NORMAL FRIEND WOULD...

我要对你死心了

haha...my HW111 teacher is da BEST! =)
gt nt bad for my quiz thnkz 2 him..haha..
time 2 study...lyk onli less than a wk b4 exams..
and the 1st 3 days of exams...i oso need 2 take..
sian dia0..
summore is the 3 most chui subjects can..WTH..
=Xx
NO TIME 2 STUDY!!!!

u can never imagine h0w the hell i can study for HW test and end up relating almost all the communication stuffz to THAT 'i'm nt supposed 2 tink so much' issue...

Motivation and Need to form Relationships:
::Uncertainty Reduction Thoery::
-suggests that when we meet others to whom we are attracted, our need to know abt them tend to make us draw inferences initially frm the physical data we observe, An urge or desire to reduce our uncertainty abt those individuals motivates our desire for further communication with dem. The theory's core assumption is that when strangers meet, they seek to reduce uncertainty about each other. The more attracted we are to the other person, the stronger is the deisre to know more about tt person-
haha..in nat's terms...i believe u all kn0w wt it means...haha..

which leads to my other theory...hmm..
the RETRACTION theory...
the more you are attracted to the other person, the stronger the desire to know more about the person, the less courage you have to know more about the person, the less you get to know about the person...

DOTs...

u c..
LIKE THAT HOW TO STUDY...

my newly edited blogskin..
DONE!
haha..
ok..well i juz changed a few colours..
and the backgrnd pics R diff le...
of c0s'! muz change the pics...
and keep some..
=))

plus..i removed a lot of ppl's links..
haha..now i officially onli gt 7 friends...
ok la..and more without blogs...

daRn..i was supposed 2 study HW111A...
and i'm still at Perceptions..=X

i shld b studyin' for my bio test n0w...

i dunn0e if he's juz lyk one of those guys that i have a temporary crush on...
it's obvious that he's juz playin' ard...
still feel v.mixed...
eva since...i dunn0e..

shld i juz con't playin' and don't tink so much?
or juz forget abt everything...

but i juz can't believe that i actually told him i like him b4...
and then he can still treat it as a joke...
and den..there we R back 2 square one...
playin' jokin' ard...
lyk nothin' happened...

this one mth...
i shan't say i've d0ne enuff...
there's never an end...unless i want 2 end it...
haha...random thought...
if onli ppl gt cheat code 2 jump and come back again...
haha...interesting...
but..i've d0ne things that i've nvr d0ne b4...
even to my ex-es...hah.
haha...ok la..c0s' of diff. environments...
which all0ws u 2 do more diff. things...
hall things...

the small little things...
since it's my blog..i shall just type ba...
i juz get so worked up(jealous) by the littlest thing that i wldn't even feel jealous in the past wif my previous ex-es...

the mixed signals frm him by riding me back to hall c0s' i was out al0ne..
plus the big route he took instead of juz short cutting back...
at tt point of time...
i was the happiest person on earth...

n0w i'm back 2 reality...
still mixed. confused.
yes...it's complicated...

i'm stupid enuff...to be doin' all these things...
and to enjoy doin' it..
but seriously..
i don't mind...
i realli don't mind...
if nt i won't b stupid le...

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