i have nothing to update...
=)
oh wells,
haha..yest went knocking on ppl's doors...
for subcom recruitment...
and..ya...gt a few ppl la..
but sadly..they r nt able 2 fully commit...
oh wells,
we shall c wt happens...
aniwaes...
haha...thanks andrea!!!!
u damn zai can..haha...
can go on rattling bout pNp stuffz..
thnks a lot! =))

oh man..i juz went on the most crazy shopping spree eva...
11-1 plus...i was shopping..haha..
first went taka 2 buy xy prezzie..
den went heeren NUM! woohoo!!!
haha...i tink i'm crazy..
c0s' i actually bought another of tt tee...
yupps!!!
haha..i tried once...
and i BOUGHT IMMEDIATELY..
den i went down 2 EDC..
tried one top n one jeans skirt...
damn..and i bought both..
haha...lyk the jeans skirt was $99 la...
yes..n i was lyk..HECK...juz buy..=))
haha..

aft tt went cine...bought another of xy's prezzie n card..
yays!
den ate suki sushi..which wasn't v nice..
c0s' the soba noodles tasted BAD..
the rest was ok la..haha..
i still ate until v.FULL...

okies..den walked ard NUM AGAIN..haha...
this time the CINE one..
NUM there looks gd..haha..
ok..NUM everywhere looks great!

aniwaes..it was rainin' damn heavily la..
damn...so my shoes gt soaked...
bern's was worse..haha...
but we still headed to EDC again...
so tt i can finish up my vouchers...
yepps..n i ended up buyin' another top..
yes..it's RED..haha..
i gt my EDC membership card thing..!!!
yay!!!
lyk..haha..my first card..=P
ok..aniwae..
i spent a lot...
but well..
i seriously feel good..
oh wells...i treat tt as to pamper myself..
after all the many many super a lot of trauma...
caused by various factors...
all i can say is..
i'm a free..n happie person now..
well..for now..i believe..=))

yest shall be the last for all those nonsense...
i seriously hope so...
after these spate of events...
it's clear...and i'm cleared...
well...i hope that people understand me...
lyk h0w some others need me to understand them...
it takes time...i know...
lyk wt he says...
after this... u will know who ur true friends are...
no matter what you have or have not done...
be it right or wrong...
they will still stand by u...
and support u...help u...
and nt blame u...for whatever past created...

but well...this time round...
it feels as if i've grown stronger...
at the very least...
i don't cry that easily n often animore...
oh wells...tt's a gd sign for me...

i'm so tired...
just so mentally drained...
i don't want it to bother me animore...
but i still can't help thinking...
someone just put me 2 sleep...
such that i will never wake up...
to face this mess...
anymore...
i seriously need a break...
but who will grant me one???

trust n believe...
yes u know...
it takes time...
but frm the start...
i believed n trusted...
until now...i still do...
i dunnoe y...i just listen...
or is it bc0s' i tot i trusted when i subconciously am not...
or is it really true...
but no matter what...
i still believe...

damn..i'm still in hall on a sat..
haha..
okie..quite update..
i haven't been studyin' this week..
jus starin' at my laptop..
thinkin'...haha..i don't want 2 start work!!!
haha..aniwaes...
yest went K..
nt bad..haha..
and my AGM banner is UP..haha..
ok la...the words some parts quite CMI..
but the rest is OK! =)))

i'm bored..
super bored..
haha..
dunnoe y..these few days...super cannot concentrate n don't want to concentrate...
yepps...tt's nt lyk me..
haha..i know...
i juz don't have the drive to do anithin serious...
i juz wan 2 tok...laugh..play n have fun..
oh man...
someone..
entertain me pls...
=P

aft 18 plus years...
i finally FOUND tt side of the world..
tt heartwarming...caring...
nice comfy zone of the world...
2 me...it's surprising..2 c how ppl genuinely care for their friends...
SMILES...
it was just a random note...
it was just a question asked...
and there was my comfy zone...
finally NOT out of reach animore...
i c where my trust is headed to...
i'm glad that...frm the start...
my direction was all along right...

thnks for that question...
it wasn't realli an 'i needed that'...
but...it made my day...

another thought...
older guys ARE indeed betta...
even the most immature ones...haha...
they still have tt tinge of maturity in them that guys your age do not have...
well...tt's for the guys my age tt i know of...
conclusion....
i've finally found the reason y i can't click with guys since upper sec to JC..
it was just so wrong...
WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG...

tt dream made me the happiest person in the world...
i bet i was smiling in my sleep...
BUT...
it was JUST a DREAM...

i suddenly have this 'i-miss-you' syndrome...
i'm startin' to miss so so many ppl...
yeps..him her n them...
oh man... =((

n my leg...yes..there's sumtink wrong wif it...
i dunnoe wt...=((
haha..n my throat...there's also sumtink wrong wif it..
i oso dunnoe wt...=((

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