sian...gt D for econs....
wt shit grade is this...
i hate it so so much...

now...i onli want to get out of this sch as fast as possible...
everythin's juz gettin' on my nerves...
ESP the sch's com lab...
this is serious...
lyk wt woei lin says...
they realli stepped on my tail...
that hateful feelin' is back again...

get me out of this school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

prelims are so LOUSY!!!!
haha....ok la...
it's so stupid la...
i keep gettin' the same OLD grades tt i gt since abt BT1 la...
everytime i start to plus all the pts up...
i still end up in the 47-48 range...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sian....
and the Bs and Cs always take turns for different subjects...
there's maths, den there's chem...
life's boring...when everyday...
you c..BCC BCC BCC haunting you...again and again...

well...math's was realli unexpected...
but i'm glad i at least gt a C...
lyk one more mark den B le l0r...
saddened...
i've lyk been hopin' for a BBC..lyk AT LEAST la...
den in the end turn out lyk tt...

and still..
SHIT THE ECONS PAPER..
though haven get back the 2nd paper yet...
tt person who marked my qnz 2 is still a bastard....
even mich was so shocked by her result for tt qnz la...
lyk it's the one we realli felt confident in..
irritatin' person l0r..
you should just GO AND DIE...

oh yah...haven update bout SAT...
first wenta Sentosa wif SY for some 'me n my local friend' thing...haha...
quite fun la..
i lyk the fort siloso playground thing!! haha...so fun..
plus the merlion one...with the glow in the dark shirt and shoes...haha...
den still gt the Luge and Skyride...haha...
v fun la...juz tt the skyride v high...den scary scary one...

aft tt havta go hm early...for my bro bd celebration..
den when i was goin' outta Sentosa...met Mr lim..
so took bus out wif him..
den he met his cuzzin...haha...
and one of his students...the one at the xianan church competition thing oso...

yah...den went hm...bathe and wadeva...
den the guests cum..
the food was still ok la..
nt worth the money..
juz tt gt the baby octopus thing...
my fav!!! haaha....nice nice...
den the cake was super sweet...
and so much leftovers...

and my stupid anut was lyk drunk..
how stupid can she get la...
den keep vomiting...and all sorts...lucky nvr vomit on my hse floor..
if nt she shld juz lick it back up...
yea....i dun lyk my tt side the relatives one la..
i juz lyk one of the kids...
haha....my lil' cuzzin l0r...so cute...
auto call me jiejie one...
haha....

oh yah...and my other cuzzin..
his girlfriend so pretty la...haha...
though is nt those type gt figure one...
but she v.pretty...
pretty can le...haha...i lyk...
and yunying came too...haha..
wenta take pic wif her...

prelims sucks!
econs teachers EXCEPT MR SOH sucks!!!
BUT econs still dosen't suck...haha.....

stupid prelims...i oso did v.badly la...
eeEee...wasn't realli expectin' it to be THAT BAD..
but too bad l0r...
to hell with the teacher that marked my stupid script qnz 2...
yah...onli tt one...
idiot teacher...

and i still love chem and bio...
finally passing my bio essays...

oh yes...and 2dae's bio mock was horrendous....haha...
i came in late...and finished early....haha...
and the essay...out of the 6 qnz..
onli know hwta do one...haha...
so the 2nd one tt i had 2 choose...disastrous l0r..
jialat...still muz pass up...=P
luck sy nvr go...
haha...

you chose CZ - your Enneagram type is ONE.
"I do everything the right way"
Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled. They strive to live up to their high ideals.

How to Get Along with Me
Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work. (haha...)
Acknowledge my achievements.
I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am. (true...=P)
Tell me that you value my advice.
Be fair and considerate, as I am.
Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive.
Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first.

What I Like About Being a One
being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal (=>)
working hard to make the world a better place (nopez...juz 2 make myself a better person..haha..)
having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself
being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do
being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions
being the best I can be and bringing out the best in other people

What's Hard About Being a One
being disappointed with myself or others when my expectations are not met (v.true..)
feeling burdened by too much responsibility
thinking that what I do is never good enough (sounds lyk sy ar...haha...yea..but it's true 4 me too...)
not being appreciated for what I do for people
being upset because others aren't trying as hard as I am
obsessing about what I did or what I should do (can u imagine...i really do that everyday...will juz rake up some past stuffz tt i've done...and think..and think...and think....haha....)
being tense, anxious, and taking things too seriously (bet u all will agree bah...haha)

Ones as Children Often
criticize themselves in anticipation of criticism from others
refrain from doing things that they think might not come out perfect
focus on living up to the expectations of their parents and teachers
are very responsible; may assume the role of parent
hold back negative emotions ("good children aren't angry")

Ones as Parents
teach their children responsibility and strong moral values
are consistent and fair
discipline firmly

so...seems lyk i'm a perfectionist h0r...=P

this weekend i SUPER boring!!!!! =(
totally nuthin' 2 do...hahah...
went 2 play neopets again...
=P
and...
i still have one more day left to survive...
bored bored bored...
haha...

wenta record in my fone some jay thing for boyboy n wl....=P...
but the stupid fone....dunnoe y la...
take half way will save for me one...
den in the end it came out in bits and pieces and nt everythin' is there..
haha...but i tink it's quite nice la..haha..
c0s' no fei yu qing 2 sing wif him...=PP..
and he joined 2 songs 2gether...yah...

bored bored....

went out 2 eat lunch wif my parents 2dae...
quite nice la...
eat at the Ramen thing...haha...
wanted 2 order the tom yam one...l00ks daMn temptin' lar...
budden me this type...hot a bit den complain...haha...so didn' order...
and it's lyk my third time this few mths eatin' tt jap tofu...with the cripsy outer layer...haha...
and it' still taste outside nice...inside plain...haha....

aniwae...super full aft i came back....
dinner oso super full...and v.nice....haha..
eat some chicken drumstick...quite salty la...but nvm..
it's still yummy!
aft tt ate chocolate...my bro's colleague giv him one...haha...
gt 3 boxes l0r...YUM!
still feel lyk eatin' leh...
but later fat fat...
summore already v.fat le...=P

2dae...i dunnoe wt 2 say la..
i was juz so freakin' tired durin' the econs paper...
so drained...
very very drained..

yawned a couple of times durin' the paper..
and slpt for 5 mins aft i finished doin' my paper..
den dunnoe which idiot go walk past n kick my table..beahz...
den wake up...look c look c..
den haha...muz pass up OTAS le...

bio a bit dead oso ar...the qnz..
cum out of nowhere..
i bet the bio teachers will have a gd laugh when they mark the stuffz..
haha...all fabricated theory....=P

so xian(4) mu(4) those dun nid 2 take econs ppl..
damn tired la...
can't stand it...

n i look at the drq 1st qnz..i tell myself..
gg la...
haha....realli dunnoe hwta do...but luckily 3 marks onli....=P
so tired so tired...haiz...

oh yes! and 2dae i saw weiling!!! haha...
OMG....pls dun mistake me for a les...haha..

now in understand y my bro can always do so well for his maths...
their paper is lyk so easy....
at least it's more doable than SA's...
nt kiddin'...
go try it out urself...
it's lyk doin' sa's tutorial...
the ans wrong change a lil' and poof!
everythin's right...
haha....

so bored la...
2dae lyk realli gt nuthin' much 2 do...
done wif food chem n bio options...
and i realised tt the stupid econs dept...
make the paper 1and paper 2 together such tt everthin' ends at lyk 5.15...
yucks ! so late l0r ...



2day finally i wenta take a break n go out shopping!!
haha...bought some dress for prom...
it's black...yep..the normal common ppl wun't feel it v. attractive BLACK..
well aniwae...i was lyk juz tryin' on the different types of colours tt will suit my skin colour...
there lyk bluegreen, pink, white n black...
den wore tt black dress...supernice...haha...
while the others juz suck..
so i juz bought tt l0r...

summore shop on my own..so lonely...haha..
but later my mum cum if nt...hw 2 pay...haha...
aniwae..i so early buy tt dress...
those ppl still haven even pay for the thing...
later cannot go ar...i'm gonna make them pay sia...

bored bored...stupid schs...all no food chem one l0r...
make me find n find....one whole thick book onli gt 2 schs wif food chem options....sian..
summore i lost my other bk...
sadsad...

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