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多么希望时间可以停留在那天的三点钟
虽然只是和他出去办点事
但最重要的
是只有我们两人而已

很希望你能把她给忘掉
但我想。。。
你可能不会

跟一个重来没见过又不认识的人争
是很痛苦的
你知道吗

我不要再天天抱着那一小丝的希望
什么都不要再想了
只求你平安，幸福， 快乐

i'm so tired...so very very tired...
these few days come home...look at the hw tt i have....
and start to stare at it wif sleepy eyes...
daMn....y am i so tired nowadays...

2dae had fitness....haha...
found out this amazing thing...
well...dunnoe how to describe lah...
but it's juz nicely, amazingly suited for short ppl lyk me...haha...

ohyah...and let me tell u....
cuttin' paper with a paper cutter is lyk 10 times much more easier than a penknife or scissors...
haha...i pity the rest of them w/o it....

and i oso muz remind myself to go print noticebboard stuffz...
c0s' apparently...HE is nt happie wif it...
well...i have nuthin' much 2 say....but....
y muz compare wif sports club one....theirs v.nice meh...
haha...aniwae...if we cld connect some wires into our board and make 2 spotlights to light up the board...tt'll b daMn perfect...
too bad...i don't own the sch...haha...den it's lyk kinda impossible....

and i failed my bio test...
sian...
dun wana tok much bout' it....
i blame myself and not chingay..
haha..surprisingly...
aniwae....i'm gonna study HARD...soon...
haha...and when will soon come....i dunnoe too..

i so totally hate my mum....daMn!
she's so horribly irritatin' la!
keep scoldin' me c0s'i watch too much teevee....
i hate it l0r!
esp when ppl look down on me...thinkin' tt i don't have a single sense of self-control...
pls! i gt do my work one l0r....
so irritated!

aniwae....2dae was another freakening day...
early morning wake up n run 2.4...haha...
gd...gd...i ran with my plamtop 2dae...
den listen to songs...
haha...fast songs....
i tink tt's sum kinda lyk a source of distraction...
so tt i can run faster and betta...
indeed....i did run faster n betta...haha...
quite happie wif my timing....though it's still way frm the real target...haha...
oh yah....and a bit more and i'm outta TAF...
so delighted...

aniwae...i'm still stuck n0w...with econs DRQ...
lyk wadeva happened to the economic recession...
i don't know..tt's y i'm stuck...
g0sh...
i hate the macro econs..
so hard!...and sophisticated...haha...

2dae was hw day....
practically up in my rm all day long rushin' hw...
i feel so sick aft doin' 'so much econs stuffz...
haha...and i'm still left with 3 drq haven't touch...
i wun't b doin' it aniwae...
mayb tml...
summore no tutorial tml oso....so ok lar...

i've bin' tellin' myself to cut my nails since mon...
but until n0w...still haven't cut...=Xx...
later i'll cut...and i betta cut...

tml's qM's birthday...
in advance...happie bd!

and my neighbour's puppy is v.v.v. the cute...!!haha...
i always steal some glances at it frm my rm....
hai...still muz tiptoe outta the window to c one l0r...
i too short le...
aniwae...the puppie v.small onli!!!! haha...
i tink my doggie's 2 times bigger....
aniwae....it's juz a puppie...
wana take photo of it one...but den the phone's resolution damn lousy...
so....when i take it....it's juz lyk a small lil' black and white dot....haha..

tml's another sch day....
the issue n0w is...
shld i run my 2.4???
haha....confirm in the morning nt runnin' le....
den aft sch...either gym or run l0r....
i shall c...

amazingly, 2dae fitness ended early...
=)
aniwae...the coach cum...den do all sorts of crap...
quite nice la...
and amazingly....my assisted chin up can realli do until 20...haha....
i'm gonna do more... =)

hope my running almost everyday works...
my stupid napfa trail sucks la....
run under the stupid hot sun...
den in the end....so shitty....
timing is lyk the slowest timing in my whole life...=P
i hate running...
actually nt realli...haha...i juz hate 2.4....

one fine day, while natalie and shuying escorted bernice out of the school, xiu yuan was having consultation with Mrs Wong. When Bernice was escorted to the MRT station to meet THE friend, Shu Ying and Natalie went somewhere tt Bernice dosen't know. Aft tt, when the both of them returned back 2 school, they were shocked to c the J1s in their classrm. They wanted to go in and take their bags, but didn't dared to. Suddenly Natalie realised tt she apparently 'hung' her clothes out to dry in the classrm...so...where were they? she still don't know...
Anyway, they decided to head for the library and tt's hw Natalie ends up bloggin in sch again...
-The End-

damn sian ar...i wana get my bag back....i wana eat my ruffles and prawn crackers....stupid J1s....i want my classrm back!

so mani days cannot go online le..
stupid singnet..cannot connect to my internet...
haha...
aniwae...i juz changed my fond to starhub one...
singtel is super money eating la!
dun like...yucks!
i love starhub...

daMn sian...
i'm staring at the sch's com. and lettin' it stare at me....

yest. some stupid teacher asked us to go and listen to some stupid talk which was for teachers onli...
WTH...i the end we felt so unwelcomed...and kana chasen out by the ppl halfway durin' the thing...
damN...make us feel so...throw face la...
wad the hell is ur prob. man...
make us go for such a shit...
summore so tired la...den go oso useless...stay there n slp nia...
kinda super pissed off...
can't u have the common sense to u know...thing RIGHT?

but yest. bio lesson was kinda fun...
had some intelligent discussion wif those few intelligent kids sitting nxt 2 me...and qianhui...
haha....the funni thing was hakim came in late...den he dunnoe wt we talkin' abt aft v.v.v.long...haha...
aniwae...bio's made more fun lyk tt la....
though i bet a lot of ppl wun't tink it's fun...
esp. wl...rite... =P

nuthin' much 2 sae liao...=)
juz tt...luckily i passed photosynthesis test while lyk half the class failed...
phew!

stupid ppl lyk me...
always do stupid things...
and i believe...
tml...i'll do a v. stupid thing...tt will make me regret again...
but i'll juz tink...i have no choice...
hmm...when i've realli done it..den mayb i'll say la...

aniwae...here i am....playin' com...
instead of doin' daMned GP..
i hate essays...
sIAnz!!!

2dae was 1st time i ran 'mornin' run...
but wasn't in da mornin'...
more of in da aft...
aft CNY...i gained le...haha..
but v.significant...
so..it's ok..
tml gt gym duty..
stupid lim..
still insisting on fillin' up the thurs slot...
i dunnoe wt 2 do le...
they always don't listen to me one...

i remem....the chingay overall chief told us....
sumthink like to be truly happy in whatever u do...
and don't live to make others happy...
you live to make yourself happy....

tt's the one thing i can't do to myself...
but tt's the one thing i always want others to do to themselves...
live life happily...

this makes me hate SA even more...
hate LIM even more...
y am i always doin' things to make others happy in the expense of my happiness...
mayb bc0s'...
to me...respect overrules happiness...

this time round...
tt's nt goin' 2 happen animore...
unless...respect equals happiness...
the 1st step to take...
throw tt daMned log book away... =)

so daMn tired n0w!!...
had chingay 4 the past 2 days...
*i tink i'm gonna fail my bio test on mon...*
chigay was alrite la...
skatin' for lyk abt 4 hrs....seriously sucks....
haha...but wearin' tt daMn skates for 7hrs...is even worse...
feet daMn pain le...
but nt bad la...this time....sy and wl's sector was a the performing area...
den can c the nice nice performance... =)

no mood 2 study for bio test leh...
i juz wana slp slp slp and slp...

i dun wan this quite strained r/s 2 b even more strained...
but somtimes ppl quite can't control their disappointment and anger...
esp. when u suddenly found out tt someone hates u so much...
and u don't realli know the reason why...
and esp. when u don't hate tt someone...
and also treat tt someone as a friend...
it juz hurts so much k...

aniwae...it's time nt 2 brood bout' this animore...
i juz want august to come and come fast...
den aft tt...slow d0wn...*which is so so so impossible...*

2dae gt 2 tests...so sian...
bio test....i forgt hw 2 label the stupid chloroplast!!!
aniwae...is not forgot...is nvr study tt part at all..=P
the rest was ....still ok....i tink...

den was chem test...
quite ok lar...
they say v.hard...den i was thinking....hard meh??
i tot is c0s' i nvr study thorough enuff leh...
aniwae...hope it's ok lar...
i hate chem tests...
always do until the LAST minute one....

tml...gt econs test..
guess wt i'm doin'...
typin' fitness minutes...
so shitted la...aniwae...i don't intend to study for econs test tml...
but i still gt bio tut. haven't finish yet!!!!
daMn...

tml gt chingay...
for twice...=P...i'm nt goin' for fitness...
yea...haha...
i juz can't force or make myself pon fitness...
it's juz not me...
though when i go there...i'll b treated lyk shit by some people and some people only...
i still go...
c0s' i'm stupid...

aniwae...no fitness tml...
surely miss out on a lot one...
and i'm still angry tt they nt returning me money until n0w...
i know they don't have and stuffs lyk tt...
but can't they freaking hell collect...
aniwae...i've had it all planned...
if he dosen't wana return me the money...
i'll simply nt pay up for anithin'...
expect apparel...
freaking pissed off....
u better prove me wrong man...
i thought tt u were professional enuff 2 hate me but still keep formal things right...
i'm nt tt rich....the money's nt mine...it's my dad's....
i havta pay back in the end...
and we're nt talking about 10 dollars...
it's 100 plus...
lyk u can go toilet dunnoe how mani thousand times....haha...*adapted from brandon*
aniwae...i've lyk bin' hoping tt u'll pay me back la...
at least...show the effort....
f u lar...
y am i resorting to such ugly mthds to get my money back...

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