my bio teacher told me this story....
tot tt it's daMn meaningful..=)
*cut short the story a lil'....*

there's this guy that told a pencil 5 things that a pencil is useful for...
*think the pencil and urself*

1) Be held in someone's hands, as that is the only way you can be useful, i.e. can write.

2) Sometimes, you have to go through painful sharpening so that you will become a better pencil.

3) Be sure that you leave your mark on any surface. *only a pencil has this ability*

4) When you make a mistake, remeber to correct it. (pencil's can correct mistakes easily, can easily be erased)

5) And the most important thing of all, without your lead (the inner side of the pencil), you are nothin'...

The moral of the story...we need someone to guide us in whatever we do. This way, we'll be useful in the future. Sometimes in life, we meet many difficult obstacles, but when we overcome them, we'll be a better person. In life, everyone makes mistakes. But the main thing is to correct them and you'll learn. Always tell yourself, what matters is your inner self. You can b v.clever, but if you don't have good qualities on the inside...no one will want you.

2dae's CNY concert was ok...
but too late le...den damN sian...
haha...they thing i enjoyed most the whole day was the gifts by various teachers...
no. 1: Mrs Koh...gave us chocolate...she's damn nice la...her last day in sch...
no. 2: Ms Seetoh....give us toffee...i still don't understand y ppl don't lyk her...i perfer her style of teaching rather than Ms ho's...
no. 3: Ms Ng...her bag of goodies and the pencil story...tt i felt was really meaningful...

::The Pencil Story::
I'll juz go to the details bout the 5 amazing things a pencil is capable of achieving and reflect on how it's similar to people lyk us...=)

1. It can only be useful...with the 'guidance' of someone i.e. someone holding it and writing...
this is lyk how a teacher, peers, and family is of guidance to us so tt we'll be useful beings...

2. It can leave a mark on any surface...unlike other stationery lyk pens...this is to tell us...to continue to go through whatever obstacles you meet and nothing is impossible...

3. When it makes a mistake...the mistake can be corrected...unlike a pen...this tells us that...whatever mistake we do...we muz learn to correct them...

4.Something about sharpening the pencil...can't realli remem.

5. The most impt. thing of all...without it's lead...you can't write...this means....everythin' bout u is useless...if the inner part of you is not there....

tt's all...feel strongly for this... =) bet shuying will feel the same too...

aniwae...econs lect turned into some moodle responsibility lecture...
haha...he was so daMn fierce la...so scary...
i'm half guilty...c0s' though i went onto moodle...
i didn't read lect. notes and stuffz...
and stupid moodle e-learning closing tml middy nite...
g0sh..and i still am here bloggin...haha...
go and read lect notes le...

PS. i hate 2 read lect. notes...i prefer lects...

TAF camp's finally over...
so glad la....
aniwae...i juz realised tt i need to only reduce 0.5kg to get out of eeky taf...
daMn!

aniwae....taf ppl so high one la...
siao siao one...

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i juz still feel v.unwanted in fitness...
no matter what...
though i know...juz bc0s' of one person...
i shldn't let him spoil my day or wadsoeva...
i still can't help it...
well...aniwae...it's not juz one person here....
it's at least 2...

i juz don't know wt they're thinkin'...
one time...they can b real nice...
the other...
they juz kinda backstab u....

i juz so regret stayin' in fitness...
well still a lil' half-hearted bout it la...
c0s' there're still realli nice people...

the thing is...how nice are they actually...
aft this incident...i'm startin' to have doubts...
in almost eveyone...including the one i trust most...

sometimes i juz feel that i'm a source of manpower and printer to them...
instead of a real friend...
mayb tt's c0s' i'm the only gurl...
well...let me tell u...
LIM is juz so wrong...
i'm not pampered...
i'm tortured...
outcasted...
and anithin' horrible you can tink of...

i can't forget about it juz lyk tt.
i can forget it temporarily, but when i'm doin' nuthin'...it juz naturally comes to my mind...
mayb tt's juz me and how i live my life...
can i just for once...
stop doin the correct things for the sake of doing it??
can i just for once...
do the wrong things bc0s' i reali want to??
i doubt i can...

thanks 2 woei lin, i've bin super vulguar these few days...
kinda hate it la...haha...
i'll try 2 refrain frm sayin' the f word... =)
woeilin's even worse lar....
she can juz yawn and then the f word will come out...
haha...i'm still laughin' quite hard over tis...haha...

aniwae...i've super 'paralysed' already....
my arms r achin'....calves are achin'....
yuppers....
this wk i realli siao....
work out everyday...

tml still gt freakenin' tAF camp...
i so dun wan lar....
irritatin' sch...
y cannot make me 1 cm taller....

woei lin's so not gonna lyk TAF camp tml...
esp for the fitness thing...
at 1st i tot it was slack and teach them howta use the gym equip...
but n0w...it's cardio and go gym while teachin'...
juz looked at the proposal...
so scary la....
imagine...
bridge at my station for 45s...haha..
can die ar!

i have yet to finish bio tutorial...
i am so dead-ed...
and by the end of feb...i must at least lose one kg...
and the key word is 'at least'
haha...i tink i can wait long long ar....

shld i take s paper???
can't make up my mind leh...
but i'll go for the test and c how it goes la...

i'm so shitted...
havta train everyday...
hai...if time permits...i will la...
but oso muz c wad...
*go and die la u..*
ask us to train until so shiong...
haha...1st time scold him w0r...

aniwae...i tink i'll juz train as much as i can...
my best k...
the word everyday irks me la....

2dae wenta run outside sch...
den kana seen by zc and sam...haha...
nvm lar....
aniwae i onli ran 800m...
haha...but i felt so horrid aft running la...haha...
muz b run too fast le...
but aft tt still gt run with the J1s another 800..
equals to...1.6...
aiyo...pri sch type..haha...
i tink for cardio...i'll havta slowly slowly train ba...

J1s 1st day...and there was only 1 gurl...
same fate as me ar...haha...
summore CTS one leh...haha...
hope gt more J1s gurls ba...
we realli need gurls...

i so hate the rain...
can lyk rain the the morning den aft. dun rain anot....
esp the late aft...
i so wana run la!!!
f-ed up by the rain man....

2dae's recruitment day....
sian...this yr's J1s....haha....
gt nuthin' 2 sae la...
still...i hate ij...

we only gt 17 ppl...
how pathetic...
actually i tot quite ok one la...
but also depends on wether they will come and stay anot l0r..
aniwae....sa's not a gd choice 2 stay in...haha...
esp. when u havta walk SOOOO long to reach the REAL sch....=X

tml's take bus 2 sch urself day....
so sian...
wl...y am i bloggin bout such stuff aniwae...haha....

some1 pls wake me up...

i hate the rain...
pls stop rainin'...
i want 2 go out and run...
now...my biggest wish is to go out of sch...the track there and run...haha...
lyk so fun la..!!!

natalie...
remem.
u must be happy in what ever you do....
no matter what...
juz keep that smile on your face...

1st day of sch...
i learnt quite a few things....

1. All GP tutors are horrible in some sense.
- they like to observe people and are those type one look a you and like can see through everything about you.

2. Ms Tan(chem tutor) is super nice, unlike GP tutors.
- she is the will reward you if you do something well type.
- oh i so love her..haha...she gave my a pillow c0s' of my great improvement in chem.
- that can b my 4th birthday prezzie...haha...
- thnkz Ms Tan! =)

3. I'm starting to like Chem.
- no, not like...LOVE
- c0s' gt organic mah..=P

4. Maths no hope already.
- it's still chicken.
- my CT seems kinda scary.

5. i hate 985
- got horrible waiting time.
- horrible bus driver.
- horrible jam along the way.
- horrible number of people taking that bus.

frm tml onwards...
my life wil b g0ne...
yea...sch's startin'
can't wait 4 sch...but i juz dun wana face all those things that i havta face as the days pass...
fitness, exams, blah...
i wonder how i'm goin' to survive...

my biggest wish is to have all my memories erased...
tt way, life won't b so painful animore...
well, it's a wish that will never come true...
and i'll b in pain till the day i die...

2dae spent much of the day packin'...
so dread pakcin' my table...so mani pieces of shit paper...=P
and i haven't started pakcin' yet..=P

done wif computer table only...and my wardrobe...
haha...had 2 full BIG paperbags of unwanted clothes...
g0sh!

wenta buy files again....
so daMn ex. lar....
last time i but ard $1 ++....now all 3++ le...
faints~

last 2 days for me to play game le....
aft tt...too buzie le ba...

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