went shopping 2dae!
FINALLY aft the whole year...
bought 1 skirt and 1 pants.. =)
i'm so attracted to green nowadays...
everythin's green!!! =)

everywhere i go, ppl will tink that i'm in sec sch/ pri sch...
the worst is pri sch lar...so yucks lar...
and when i tell them i'm in JC...they'll b lyk shocked...den say i look v.YOUNG...
BULLSHIT! CRAP!
short short la...

i MISSED UNPACKIN' STORE!
g0sh...
so saddened when i found out...
i so love packing and unpackin'...
but well...it's tiring...so NVM..=P

yest. i rushed out a proposal...
amazingly in abt 1hr...haha...
scared it's too drafty until sub standard...
who cares man...

i so hate friendster man!
wana add one testmonial oso so diff.
give up le..haha...

2dae's bRan's birthday =)
生日快乐！
haha...aniwae...
let's type wt i wana sae 2 him here...more conveinent =P
n most of the stuffz r in chinese....so muz go n encode.
to Bran :
i can FINALLY call you OLD le....haha..
知道这一年对你来说真的过得很不简单。 很佩服你，到现在还是那么的坚强..if only i had some of ur strength, den i wun't keep crying during camps animore...=P。不管以后的日子会怎样希望你还是会那么的坚强。如果真的不行了，不要勉强。有时候， 弱一点，也是一件好事。要知道，不管怎样，我 + fitness ppl will always be there for you. =)
muz con't 2 b lame k...haha...

ok...back frm taiwan...but tt was yest.
nuthin' much 2 say bout' taiwan lar...juz tt...don't go there wif ur parents....!!!
so sian one lar...
everyday ask me 2 c nice sceneries and stuffz....
i c until i sian....
den shopping also cannot shop much...c0s' my dad dun lyk...den cannot stop and look c look c...SIAN!!!!
but at least gt nice food 2 eat lar... =)
haha...

2dae's SA move day...
wadeva u call tt...
it's quite sian...a lil' lar...
but at least u get 2 check out the place...
haha...love checkin' out places...
it's juz new...gt v.big...same same lar...
gd thing is the LTs all gt tables..=P

i so don't want next yr to come...
so scareded of those orientations and LTC for fitness...
g0sh...
can say it's phobia bah...
the worst is...there's no one to realli talk to...
i.e. pour out all your feelings...
everythin' i tink bout' this...i get so pek chek...

tml's bran's bd...
celebrated at potong pasir...
funnie thing was tt they buy cake...den forget 2 bring lighter...haha...
he realli juz dosen't feel younger than me...
=P

stupid BEC...gt technical error...so i passed...
quite happy ar....at least dun nid go retake or wadsoeva...

aniwae...my beloved junior is goin' 2 PJC...
sian...but i oso dun wan him 2 come SA lar...
ani1 who comes 2 SA....shld consider nt joinin' a CCA...
or juz b a member, don't b in ex-co....
daMn sian one lar...
onli know how 2 dry run here dry run there...
bu(4) jian(4) de(2) my bro's school gt lyk tt one...

stayin' at home is so boring..haha...
and i am still nt taking action for NAPFA Gold
haha....aniwae....my running juz push a bit more can le...
how i wish i can juz run as fast as the guys....=P
tt's daMn gd...
den durin' trainings i wun't b laggin' bhind lyk some loner....
always gt tt daMN lonely feeling lar...
am i stupid or wad. 2 still con't 2 b in this CCA knowing tt i'll b the only gurl...

stupid me...failed BEC....
haha...wasn't expectin' a pass aniwae...
i juz went for it bc0s' i was expected to and not bc0s' i realli wanted to....
so...it's ok...haha...esp. when there R tons lot more of ppl failing wif me....=P
doubt we'll be asked 2 retake lar...
3rd leh....haha..summore it's the 1st day of sch...
h0pe he dosen't touch us durin' the rest of the hols...
sIanz....i'm still afraid tt he'll touch us aniwae...

suddenly keep updatin' almost everyday...
is tt lyk a sign of boredom or wad?
i know i'm supposed 2 pia all my work in 4 days...
hmm...simply juz can't...
no matter what....even a robot still needs it's rest...if not it'll also go haywire!
guess my energy's restored already...
able to wake up early 2dae...haha...

i'm so furstrated with physical chem...juz can't seem to get anythin' rite!

can someone just ask me to go and die!
i so hate myself.
Natalie Natalie, pls remember the one thing you always forget.
Don't expect anything in return, no matter how good you have treated the person.
Not even a single thing.
That will make your life so much better. REALLY
AND stop harping on it already....
someone help me get that into my head!

stupid fitness sucked up my hols.
and now i'm half grounded....
dunnoe when we can meet up ar...
mayb aft the 28th...

finally blogging again...
the past wk has bin so....i dunnoe wt 2 say ....haha...
juz daMn shaggeded!
first it was canoeing camp....
daMn happy tt i can lyk finally conduct a REAL camp w/o any bastards interferring lyk in sec sch ar.....
the canoeists were a real nice bunch of ppl....but some daRn problamatic...
but on the whole...i tot they're kinda united in a sense...but nt enuff....
but at least they click well... =)
one thing i don't lyk bout' them is tt they realli gt no sense of urgency at all....and dun realli know howta hlp one another instead of juz cheering...sometimes c them lyk tt...feel lyk laughin'....
but this camp...realli leave me wif tons and tons of gd memories....esp. the jokes bout u-know-who- eating and eating.....and the knock it down part...=P

aft tt camp i was TOTALLY shaggeded!
wana watch tv oso cannot....haha...
ended up slpin in frnt of the teevee...

the nxt day wake up....g0sh....12 pm le..
haha...nvr b4 slpt until so late!!!
aniwae...the horriblest thing was....
in the end had to go out 2 buy prezzies for seniors...
sIanz 2 a certain extent...
c0s' in the end i get to go out myself...haha....

quite lonely feeling lar....
but c0s' i'm on a 'mission'....so it was still ok....
wenta ikea den bukit panjang plaza...den west mall...
the stuff daRn heavy l0r....almost died carrying it h0me...
lucky gt maid's hlp...! =)

retreat on the nxt day....
meetings and meetings....mainly...
wenta toa payoh 2 eat for the dinner...
quite nice lar...juz tt..again....daMn full....
played zhong ji mi ma...haha....
siao one l0r...
they dunnoe mix wad shit...mix until daMn gd lar...
c0s' it realli tasted lyk shit! haha....yep...vomit taste...haha...

aft tt gt reunion night in gym....
quite nt bad...juz tt we burnt 2 holes in the gym's carpet...haha....c0s' of the candles...=P
our skit was GREAT! haha....i was daMn happy lar...when LIM said tt our skit was nt bad...
well....he seldom says such stuffz....
nxt will be LIM's speech....brandon...he realli did say nicer stuffz bout' us this time.....
he said he was realli surprised of wt we were capable of...yeps yeps....i won't lie...haha...
aniwae....i was realli surprised bout wt he said lar.....c0s' it didn't telly wif our camp debrief....
haha....did have my doubts l0r...tt he juz say tt 2 giv seniors a lil' bit of face so tt his words will telly wif the seniors...
well...i still choose to believe tt wad he said is true....c0s' he won't lie... =)

aft reunion night and cleaning up.....everyone was sUpeR shaggeded!
so didn't play hide n seek...juz slpt slpt and slpt.!
g0sh lar...we slpt until 8am...den i got woken up by some noises outside of ppl walkin' into sch....
so juz woke up n check timing...
shocked! slp until so long when we were supposed to wake up at 7...haha....
i tink it's kinda cool to b able to slp nt tt soundly...haha....
i juz get woken up by the slightest noise....haha...
at least if gt fire...i wun't die...
wad crap am i talkin' bout'...

packin' up store was horrid lar...
pack here pack there...in the end suddenly found some werid papers tt we haven't pack finish one...haha...so shitty....in the end i juz went at 6....cldn't stay animore le lar...if not kana killed by my mum....

damN it!
gt camp for the past 3 days....
den aft tt still did proposal...
in the end...equals to camp for 4 days 3 nights for me...
c0s' i didn't slp a wink at all!!!
ahhhhhhh!!!!!

can't believe it man!
i actually didn't slp at all juz to do some proposal...
haha...in the end exceed 100 pgs le...haha...
we met out target! =P

aniwae...yah...2dae's sleep was lyk...horrid....
i was realli desprate for a seat on the bus man...haha...
ppl get down i faster sit liao...
daMn tired la!!!!

on the way home even worse...
slp standin'...
makes me feel tt i'm havin' some sorta ONS again...haha...
i slp slp slp...den hold onto the railing for dear life...haha...
if nt surely fall one...
almost wana fall for dunnoe hw mani times le l0r...=P
in the end...got a seat...
den i overslpt...
shit me lar...
shit proposal...
shit everythin'...
hai...

juz now...con't slpin'...once i reached home...
den slp until damn shuang...
hai...but i still feel tired....
working on shit again...haha...
a bit more den hand it over 2 kev le...=)

i WANA SLP!!!!!!!!

ok happy bd 2 me...=P

2dae's a nt so bad day lar....
though i didn't go out....
but at least quite a lot of ppl still wished me happie bd..=)
tt's daMn cooL....at least they remembered...

stuck at home 2dae doin' shitty proposal...
gosh lar...so daRn many things to do...
i feel so damn fustrated!
arGh!

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